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Waiting on God

Jesus’ tells us to come to Him, the Son of God, co-creator of the universe, Savior, Redeemer, and friend—and we can cease from our struggles and pain and trust that His rest will come: “Come unto Me, all of you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest.” 

These words from Matthew 11:28 spoke to my heart one glorious morning after I had slowly emerged from a dark cocoon of depression. What joy my soul knew that early winter day! 

Clinical depression—when life as we know it becomes gray and lifeless. When suddenly, or little by little, the things in our everyday lives that used to bring us satisfaction and joy become sources of pain instead of gladness. How does one cope when even getting out of bed in the morning is a major accomplishment? Daily living is a struggle, and as a Christian you can’t help but wonder where God is in this and why He has allowed this darkness in your life. Doubt creeps in concerning the word of God. Is it really true that Jesus will never leave you or forsake you?

Once these thoughts are allowed to drift around in your head, a door opens, and the enemy of your soul comes in with more lies and whisperings that “you must not be worthy of His love, so that’s why you don’t feel that He is there.” The joy of the Lord is gone, so therefore you have no strength. Right?

No, beloved! Wrong, wrong, wrong! No matter how your feelings rise up and your flesh cries out that you can’t “feel” God’s presence, pray, or even open up your Bible, that doesn’t change the truth of God’s word. His word is truth because He is truth. Nothing the devil says to you will ever change that.

As intercessors we are to come unto Him and allow the Holy Spirit to intercede in us for others. No more striving. This truth brings great freedom to the role of an intercessor—as well as to everyday life. Jesus told us that we would have troubles in this world, but we were to be of “good cheer” because He has overcome the world.

So, what can you do when you find yourself sinking in the quicksand of depression or some other circumstance of life that really challenges you? Cling to the Rock, regardless of how high the waves are that thrash against you. Meditate on the words of Psalm 46, “Be still and know that I am God.” Wait like blind Bartimaeus by the side of the road, listening and hoping against all hope to hear the footsteps of Jesus passing by. When He comes, cry out with all your might for Jesus to have mercy on you as He did on Bartimaeus. We all know what happened to blind Bartimaeus—he received his sight!

Lord, I pray that I may truly “see” You in the waiting times in my life when there is no clear path and the fog is so thick around me. Let me trust in You in those moments of utter darkness and believe that You are there with me, leading me through.

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How to get to heaven

Do you know what it means to be a Christian?

The Bible says:

1. God created you to have a relationship with Him. So God created man in His own image, in the image of God created He him. (Genesis 1:27)

2. But because of sin, you have infinitely offended God. For all have sinned and fall short of God’s glorious standard. (Romans 3:23)

3. This offense of sin carries with it a present separation and, if not dealt with, the ultimate separation of death. But your iniquities have separated you from your God. (Isaiah 59:2) For the wages of sin is death. (Romans 6:23)

4. But God, in His great love for you, took the initiative to restore your relationship with him. But God demonstrated His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)

5. Jesus, God’s Son, removed the offense of your sin and made reconciliation possible. For He (God) made Him (Jesus) who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him. (2 Corinthians 5:21)

6. OUR PART is to accept God’s gracious gift of forgiveness by embracing His Son Jesus Christ, by faith. God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life. (1 John 5:11-12)

One way to express your faith and your trust in Jesus is with a prayer like this:

Dear God, I want to be in a right relationship with You. I understand that I have offended You by my sin. God, please forgive me. Forgive me through Your Son, Jesus. I accept His sacrifice for me. I trust Him right now as my personal Savior from sin. God, thank you for taking the initiative to save me. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

If you have come to God through Jesus Christ, your spiritual journey has begun! We would like to put materials in your hand to help you understand this step and to begin to grow in your Christian faith. Call or e-mail us to get started. God bless you!